ola!

hi its meh again,October is almost over again,where the time goes.Anyway theres a lot of things happen in our daily lifes but sometimes i kinda forgot that I have a blog lol,to busy being a mom (I can used the computer if my son allowed me lol means not disturbing me).Anyway we tried to put our son in his own bedroom for 3 nights now,but last night at 2 in amorning he woke up he usually woke up that time to feed so i gave him a milk ick him up and rock him till he drink all his milk and after that put him in his crib again and me go back to our bed,he cried as usuall then suddenly we heard a bum,he climbed up on his crib and fell down,im glad nothing bad happen to him,so earlier adam lower the crib again and we took off the bumper of his crib thinking that he used it too climb up then we put him and left him again to see what hes doin,and we are right he fulled him self up and trying to step in the bumper but the bumper wasn't there so he didn't succeed,I felt bad everynight everytime i put him on his crib and left him in his bedroom,i felt bad and makes me wanna cry everytime i heared him crying when i left in a room,I kinda wishing that we did that long long time ago so it doesn't hard like that for three of us,but he need to learn to slept on his own bed,its hard to be a mom,i felt like my heart gonna break into a pieces:(